uto - 08.03.2005, objavio tom2y 8. ožujak 2005 19:47:00
I'm so damn sad and dissapointed. I just feel like crying, but I can't. I fucking can't cry. I don't even remember when was the last time I cried. Couple of nights ago I dreamt that I was crying. And I was really enjoying it. I loved the fact that all the negative emotions were kinda going out. How wonderful would it be if that could happen now… But no, I'm fucking emotionally chalenged. A retard. I hate the fact that I'm so materialistic. That I need money so much. That I love money so much. I hate it! Why can't I be free?
